i've discovered that i've become ridiculously good at putting on a cheery outer appearance but on the inside, i'm actually drowning

lab is winding down now (can't really do anything until my primers come in), school's winding up. volleyball PE ended on a fun note with a sprained ankle, but all is good..man, actually, come to think of it, volleyball was REALLY fun, and i wish it wasn't ending

sometimes i stare through my window and wonder who lives across the courtyard from me. well, it's obviously a burton side lounge/bathroom. actually wait, this might be bad. so my window doesn't have shades and has these mini blinds instead that refuse to close completely. meaning that i always have a more or less good view of burton side even with my blinds completely "closed." so does this mean that burton side can see into my room? oops...that's probably not a good thing...