SO tired...i think i just need sleep and a break from life in general...is it bad if every time i close my eyes, all i see are little molecules and reactions running around in front of me? ARGH. although my brother once had a dream about being chased by zeros. hmm, can't really beat that one.

hahaha on a side note, i just realized...everytime i talk about 5.511 and mention that i'm a bio major, i get literally the same response: "why are you IN this(that)class?!" and i can't really ever come up with a good answer to that. thinking about it now, i don't really know why i keep taking these orgo classes...i just really really love the subject and solving the problems and coming up with the syntheses...coming from a biology-trained perspective, i just think it's really cool that people can isolate these biological molecules and come up with ways to actually MAKE them.


i think that's damn hot.


it's more of just a feeling that it's the..oh, i don't know..the "right thing" to do? does that even make sense at all? all i really know is that i would just feel so wrong to go a semester without taking an orgo class...i can't really even think of what it'll be like after college - i thought about chem grad school, as opposed to the original med-school plan, but for some reason i can't imagine myself doing that, even though i love the material.

you want to do something for the rest of your life that you know you'll love doing, but how can you possibly choose so early on? if you're forced to make a decision, how do you know you're making the right decision? is it worth it? does it matter?

algo así.


anyways, happy thanksgiving!