i could have saved 94 hours this semester if it was not for mentorship. NINETY-FOUR

i'm sorry. i know i'm complaining but i'm sorry if i have to say that mentorship perhaps has not had the same effect on me as it has for some other people. For them, i say congratulations.

i would like to express my true feelings about mentorship. however, seeing how the best way i know how to do this at this point is with these following symbols: @*(%@(#^%(^%)(!^%)(%!*(%^#!%^!@*$^!@


so i will resist from doing so.

dont' get me wrong tho....i like being at the lab and everything, and the ppl there are SUPER nice and cool, grad students and mentors and all

but the mentorship program..........*sigh*...alyssa, melissa, and whoever else is in it next year: i cordially and sincerely hope that yall willl find it more satisfying than i did


well let's see while i'm still on my venting mode, let's finish up before i go and finish my mentorship presentation:

1) senior year sucks ass. if it wasn't for everyone at school keeping my sane, i think i'd totally lose it
2)and the thought of college - that's another thing that's keeping me still here...i canNOT wait to go to boston in august...can't wait at all.....i oftentimes find myself getting distracted, and mentally walking past out of next house, past new house, macgregor, and baker, across the auditorium, past the student center, up the steps and down the infinite corridor out to the other side.....or turning right at mass ave and ambling over harvard bridge at 7 am in the morning holding a cup of coffee quickly turnign cold in the chilly april morning air, staring out into the horizon wishing wishing wishing....
3)guys just are not worth it. not as of now at least. college yes, now no. that is all.