this is very slowly but very gradually driving me insane. actually, no. correction - this is RAPIDLY driving me insane. i guess it's cuz i was kinda..iuno.."disillusioned" for such a long time? and then when i finally see it, and it hits me, and i'm like "whoa"....

i hope i can reverse it somehow. it would suck if i couldn't. i wonder if people will listen. i wonder if they will attempt to spur themselves to action.

too many things to wonder about.