there's something wrong. i don't know what it it, but something is wrong. maybe i've been talking to too many people lately. and reading too many books and blogs and xangas, etc. maybe. i don't know.

no, i think it's from talking to too many people. and also from thinking too much. should i think less from now on? makes everyone happier rite? they don't have to listen to my crap, rite? they don't have to listen to me spew out my random thoughts, rite? if i can't make myself happy, might as well try to make other people happy.

i thought i'd be happy but now i'm not so sure.

i was talking to a friend earlier, who says that it's all really very easy and not complex at all. i don't know, i haven't seen enough to judge that.

maybe THAT is the problem. i can't judge anything and i can't make definite decisions about anything because i haven't been given enough proof. enough evidence. i don't get it. is school really getting to me that much?

but whatever it is, there IS something wrong.


oh..sorrie i was supposed to post about the youth group meeting....ok next post then