u ever get the sudden, inexplicable feeling that you've lost something, and you can't ever get it back?

and you desperately want it back, but it's too far away, and it's out of your control?

and you're sitting there, hoping that it'll come back on its own, but you know that it's in vain?

and as you sit there, you know that even if it does come back, you'll have to let it go again someday?

and you can't say goodbye, because you don't want to lose it again?

and in the end, you sit there blaming yourself over and over again, wondering why it happened?




---from donnie darko-------(mad world - gary jules)

all around me are familiar faces
worn out places
worn out faces
bright and early for the daily races
going no where
going no where
their tears are filling up their glasses
no expression
no expression
hide my head i wanna drown my sorrow
no tomorrow
no tomorrow
and i find i kind of funny
i find it kind of sad
the dreams in which i'm ----- are the best i've ever had
i find it hard to tell you
i find it hard to take
when people run in circles its a very very
mad world
mad world
children waiting for the day they feel good
happy birthday
happy birthday
and i feel the way that every child should
sit and listen
sit and listen
went to school and i was very nervous
no one knew me
no one new me
hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
look right through me
look right through me
and i find i kind of funny
i find it kind of sad
the dreams in which i'm ----- are the best i've ever had
i find it hard to tell you
i find it hard to take
when people run in circles its a very very
mad world
mad world
enlarging your world
mad world