it's happening...i guess i got what i wanted...but it's all going wrong..completely wrong...it's supposed to happen, but NOT THIS WAY....i'd be happy if it had happened a different way

INTENSE sidnia: ur so f'ed up

yea, you're prolly right


ooo how fun i get to be so cynical...i hate being cynical....so i apologize ahead of time if i'm overly sarcastic the next few days....