that's it. i'm sick of being nice to people who obviously hate me. even though i don't necessarily hate them. even though they pretend and act like they don't hate me. it's still kinda obvious. can i hate them? sure. why not? but WILL i hate them? prolly not. hate's a pretty strong emotion. i don't think i could possibly dislike anyone that much...whatever, either way, the person whom i'm referring to doesn't read this blog anyways, so it doesn't really matter..so if that's a bit of consolation to u - if ur reading this blog rite now, that means that ur not the person i'm referring to... of course, i could always be betrayed. which is very likely, considering that i know that certain ppl who read this blog DO know the person who i an referring to...perhaps not personally, perhaps it is personally... i'm sure that many of u have seen the theme of "betrayal" pop up this year quite a bit...

speaking of betrayal, i'm also sick of people talking to me only when they need answers of some sort. outside, they may pretend to be nice ppl, people whom i could possibly be "friends" with. but in actuality - WHATEVER...when they're around or in certain types of authority, guess who gets snubbed? me of course (hahaha...some of u rite now will know EXACTLY who i am referring to)...so u know who u are.. i'm not gonna name anyone. i mean, sure, i'll always help you if u have problems (schoolwise or otherwise), i'm always open, don't hesitate to ask me....but if ur only talking to me just to get answers and homework help..i mean, geez, u could at least try to be a bit less obvious...oh, don't worrie, this doesn't apply to most of yall....just a select few..i'm just being over emotional rite now...that's all