don't u just love it when people act like they don't give a fuck about you? ... and after all that shit that u learn about "being nice to others"...ok, so from an earlier example from this past year, how come when i go out of my way to be nice to my "enemy", this person freaking totally blows me off and doesn't even try to smooth things over? yea. bull. shit. alrite, i apologize. i really have no right to be so cranky right now. my present situation doesn't help much either. i hate being isolated. i don't fucking choose to be isolated. and yet, right now i am. whether i am overanalyzing, or whether it really is intentional, or whether i've been fucking blind the past few days, i don't fucking know. *sigh*. i'm sorry. i truly am. i don't mean to sound like such a bitch. to tell the truth though, i don't regret choosing this. and if i had another chance, i would have chosen the exact same thing. i started it, and i'm gonna finish it. perhaps it is simply my path in life to always end up with the hardest, the rockiest path that there is.