went to movies today, yay!.had fun with becca, will, and his gf
XXX is an awesome movie!...i want that car!!!..hehe..and all those ferraris too..^_^
sad to say that it is the last weekend b4 school starts again.

i feel like i haven't done much this summer. like some summers, u feel like u've really HAD a summer, but this summer...i don't know.it just feels like i haven't really accomplished anything. the best part of this summer i guess was probably baylor and summer PE (surprise). i miss mostly the people. they're the ones who made it most memorable. i'll never forget all the fun and frustrations we had at baylor, working on quartet music the whole day long. (it sounds like a boring place to be, but it's actually not). and of course, laughing at bananas and wasting practice time too. (^_^)

but PE was what turned out to be the best surprise though. thinking back on it, i can't really say which i miss more - baylor or PE. strange thing is, even though most of the people i already knew from school, i ended up knowing them all a lot better by the end of it. spending 5 hours a day running around in a gym with really kewl people. running 6 laps around the track every morning for 3 weeks straight and sometimes slacking off and running only 4 with stacy, heath and ryan. playing basketball and knockout with will, brandon, eli, ben, evan, heath,ryan, stacy, ramya, janie, dan, ronald, etc.. getting whacked in the face with a million basketballs. playing vc until we were sick of it. listening to brandon entertain us with his jokes and stories. getting so bored towards the last few days that we started randomly rolling balls around. i miss all that. damn it, i even miss the weight room. lol. but still, it's the people that i miss the most. ever notice that usually it's who u meet, and who u get to know that really determines how much u miss something? they're the ones who leave u with all the memories. they're the ones who u really remember when u actually think back on days long past. and they're the ones that u never forget. the friendships u make, they may be evanescent and may not last forever, but they will always exist in ur heart. that's what i believe. sometimes at night before i fall asleep i find myself unconsciously thinking back on the people that i have met in my life and how they have all influenced me. everyone i meet, no matter how insignificant they may seem at first, if i get to know them, then they will always invariably influence me in some way. and i promise u, the people that i truly become friends with, will have my loyalty. i don't turn on friends. i will always be there for whoever, whenever they need me there. all u have to do is ask. i'm not going to turn my back on my friends, even though they can piss me off sometimes - but even when that occurs( and it rarely does), i'm never going to just cut u off, beacuse i already know who u are, and what u can be, and negative aspects won't make me change my view of u. u can count on that. everyone has negative aspects. one thing i've learned over the past few years is that you can't judge someone by just who they appear to be. u really have to go under and try to understand them and their motives. and even then u still can't actually judge a person. no one can. anyone who says that they can accurately judge a person ought to have their head chopped off. that's unfair and amoral.
so whoa...what was i getting at? and where did all that come from? man, talk about getting sidetracked. all the nostalgia coming back at me at full force.hah.
oh yes..summer memories, i remember now.
well, i can't think of anythign else to write on this topic rite now.
(except..thank u will for getting that phone number!!!!..lol)
so i'll let u read it and then stew over it if u want to...feedback is welcome